I have never loved properly since we went our separate ways almost 2 years ago. I have lived everyday so afraid of possibilities, of people, of love because I loved you with all my heart and you left. But it’s true nevertheless, that I will never love anyone the way I loved you - innocently. Do you remember when we believed we would get married? That we’d be best friends in love forever, that we were meant to be together because fate wanted us to be. We promised to never leave, that nothing and no one could ever come between us. Except we ourselves came between each other, we fought and we fought until we couldn’t fight anymore. But I’ll never regret it because we did everything we could to salvage, well, us. We loved each other in the most innocent of ways, and that’s more than enough to last me a lifetime. I just hope that I meet somebody and I’ll love him like I loved you. Not the same, but similar.
I thought I had someone I could do this with but I guess not